Leaving everything behind,
to start a new life
to face the unknown
filled with obstacles
and adventures.
Never will I forget
sweet memories
of the ones who helped me
along the way.
With faith and strength in the Lord,
everything will be alright.

The real me

I am what I am
Accept me for who I am
Not for the person you expect me to be
A person who existed in your past,
someone whose quietness, shyness and insecurities always gets in the way
I am what I am, and who I am is now what I am
I cannot erase my past but can only change my future.
I came with baggage, good and bad
Mysteries that no one knows,
secrets that reveals itself when the time is right
What I am is who I am
Who I want to be is a better version of my past
A person who strives to work hard and succeed in life
someone who never gives up, and never surrenders
someone who has faith that life will always turn itself around for the better
someone who puts her security in the Lord
I am what I am
Accept me for who I am
to figure out the real me

Missing you, when we don't talk
Missing you, even when we talk.
Missing you brings uncertainty
Uncertainty of the future
that brings fear
Fear of intimacy and fear of abandonment.
Missing you brings insecurity
Insecurity that binds with trust
Trust is a major part of every relationship.
Trust is earned through faith
Faith that you're truthful
Faith that missing you means
That You're missing me, too.

Pretend not to care
Pretend not to feel
Holding yourself back
Keeping everything in
Pretending everything is fine
When nothing is fine at all
This game of pretending
Is exhausting don't you think?

Moving on to a brand new day.

A brand new day filled with no mistakes.
A day to forget the past and move on to
a future with many possibilities.
A brand new day to take a leap of faith,
a day learning to trust all over again,
a day to let go of all fears.
A brand new day to be
courageous and brave.
A day to finally follow and listen to your heart.

Money of love

A penny for your thoughts
A nickel for your heart
A dime for your love
A quarter to shine through
A dollar for the moon
Shining down on you.

Everlasting love,
Everlasting hope,
Everlasting faith
One can only give
The everlasting God.

I'm pleading for a life
A life that I never knew
Pleading for a life that I've carried
Nine long months
Doesn't really seem to be long
The baby that I carried
The baby that I cherished
Don't take her away from me
She's my life,
my lifeline,
I don't know
What I will do without her
She's everything to me
But I know
I'll never be able to
Take good care of her
I love her so much
It's so hard to let go
Tell her I love her
Tell her
Her mommy loves her very much
Gave her up for her own good
Never will I forget her
Her smile, her cry
Her eyes, the first time I held her
Don't forget to tell her that.
My baby,
Precious baby
We will always be together
Heart to heart
Soul to soul
Tell her I'll always be with her
I will think of her
Everyday for the rest of my life
Love is a powerful thing
Someday
Maybe someday
She will know
Tell her
To think of me as her guardian angel
Protecting her through prayers only.
Yes, tell her that!
My daughter
I will be proud of her no matter what
Tell her that too.
Promise me you will take care of her
Give her the family that she deserves
Promise me...
Promise me...
Promise me!

Rightfully yours?
Destined to be?
Love at first sight?
Second chance at love?
Attraction,
Chemistry,
And sparks flying
Signs of love.

The kingdom of God is awaiting
For everyone who is living
Living with Him in his heart
The kingdom of God is awaiting
For those who is willing to wait
For those who is patient
For there will be a reward
Awaiting in the kingdom of God.

One family,
Mother and father
With two boys as their sons
The first child, the golden child
Excel in everything including school
The youngest child, the black sheep
Always gets into mischief
Leading into punishments
Both parents too wrapped up
In their own world
Never realized their sons cry
For attention
Till one day
A stranger warned them
Something bad will happen
Something that will change their life
For ever...

You are like a strong wind
That had blown me away
I fell hard to the ground
The first time I met you.
You are everything magical
And beautiful in this world
When I'm with you
I feel all the wonders
God had made for us.

A baby haunts me everytime I sleep
A cry I will never forget
A face I will never forget
Memories of that day
I can remember everything
Remembered the time
When my world
My life had stopped
When I had to give her up
I never had a choice
Didn't know what to do
My world had stopped
But nothing ever change
Everyone went on with life
Trying to drag me
Along with them
She haunts me everyday of my life
I can never forget.

Watching life pass by
Waiting
For one familiar face
Sitting by the window
Just waiting
Expecting him to come by
Never a day did she not wait
Always expecting
Always waiting
When finally

A soldier came
Knocking
On the door
She knew then
He would never come back
She cried tears of sadness
Tears of love
Tears of understanding
As life passed by
Memories becomes her reality
And constant friend
She died alone
Yet with so much love.

I am back!

It has been awhile since I have updated...so here it is:

Loneliness and emptiness
A battle everyone must face
To find the one person
That is truly made for them.